I am here myself; as though this heave of effort
At starting
other life, fulfilled my own;
Rose-leaves that whirl in colour round a
core
Of seed-specks kindled lately and softly blown
By all the blood of the rose-bush into being -
Strange,
that the urgent will in me, to set
My mouth on hers in kisses, and so
softly
To bring together two strange sparks, beget
Another life from our lives, so should send
The innermost
fire of my own dim soul out-spinning
And whirling in blossom of flame and
being upon me!
That my completion of manhood should be the beginning
Another life from mine! For so it looks.
The seed is
purpose, blossom accident.
The seed is all in all, the blossom lent
To
crown the triumph of this new descent.
Is that it, woman? Does it strike you so?
The Great
Breath blowing a tiny seed of fire
Fans out your petals for excess of
flame,
Till all your being smokes with fine desire?
Or are we kindled, you and I, to be
One rose of
wonderment upon the tree
Of perfect life, and is our possible seed
But the
residuum of the ecstasy?
How will you have it? - the rose is all in all,
Or the
ripe rose-fruits of the luscious fall?
The sharp begetting, or the child
begot?
Our consummation matters, or does it not?
To me it seems the seed is just left over
From the red
rose-flowers' fiery transience;
Just orts and slarts; berries that smoulder
in the bush
Which burnt just now with marvellous immanence.
Blossom, my darling, blossom, be a rose
Of roses
unchidden and purposeless; a rose
For rosiness only, without an ulterior
motive;
For me it is more than enough if the flower unclose.